poHave you ever been in or near your kitchen and suddenly you become acutely aware of your refrigerator humming in the background? It is the kind of thing that is always there but unless you are tuned in it goes unnoticed? This is how my brain has been operating as relates to the ever popular question of ‘What do I want to do with my life’ – specifically around work. I have had an idea buzzing in back of my head for quite some time. It is always there and I think about it a few times per day. It fades and it resurfaces based on things I read or something I hear….or during a conference call when I wonder if anyone actually cares about what is being discussed.
The mind works in funny ways. When I think about what I can do or where I see myself going, I come to a point of feeling unsure or uncertain about the steps I need to take or what I need to lay out for myself. I suppose I know what I need (a plan); yet I have trouble putting one together for myself. I feel a traditional or formal business plan would not suit me. I need something unique and always feel like there is something that I have yet to nail down for myself. I may also be over-thinking. The irony of this is the time I have spent time working with other people on their new business ideas or other types of ideas. It is something I enjoy doing in my spare time. In the end, the feedback is always, ‘You should do this as a business.’
Why is it so hard to do something for myself when helping someone else comes naturally? Once someone shares an idea with me, it is like a switch goes off and ideas or next steps or questions come to mind. I can envision and layout what is needed to move certain elements forward. It is more of an intuitive thing I suppose. I just intuitively know what is needed depending on the situation or the need. If I believe in the person, their motivation and what they are trying to accomplish, information just comes to me. With that said, when a person carries a passion for what they do or for what they want to do, it is obvious and it is rewarding to see someone succeed or make progress.
When you are on your own or working with an idea, sometimes figuring out a plan can be challenging. What steps to take, what to do, oh and have I lost my mind? Self doubt is so typical and so human. It is funny when a friend encourages me or acknowledges my potential. It is hard to dispute the feedback of someone who knows me and what I can do. I met someone recently who said, “This is what I see you doing. What is your plan for this and that and the other thing.” Waving a magic wand seems a bit outlandish. I probably have to figure out how to get out of my own way and start to really work it out.
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